Now I'm afraid that this feeling is going to go away as quickly as it came, or that it's just a function of my drugs kicking in and not real. But I'm going to enjoy it for as long as its here. I'm going to go take a shower, and then straighten up around the house, and then work on my fic (because I swear to God,
I feel like I haven't even been able to think that many steps ahead in forever.