movie // avengers // redhead

Avengers/MCU - Natasha Romanoff - Here's to the Damned







florence + the machine - no light, no light

you are the hole in my head
you are the space in my bed
you are the silence in between what i thought
and what i said


emeli sande - kill the boy

i walk around with a bullet on my tongue,
killer written on my face


natalia kills - love is a suicide

who am i
am i the epitome
of everything you hate
and you desire
you love me like an enemy


the civil wars - the girl with the red balloon

keep her glass full of cheap champaigne
she will tell of the man with no name


ingrid michaelson - fire

open heart surgery
that is what you do to me
cut me up, set me free
that is what you do to me


pink - the great escape

i wrote the book on running,
but that chapter of my life will soon be done


kelly clarkson - people like us

they can't do nothing to you, they can't do nothing to me
this is the life that we choose, this is the life that we bleed


sara bareilles - brave

maybe there’s a way out of the cage where you live
maybe one of these days you can let the light in


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Notes: This is my Natasha Romanoff 'Between Defecting from the Red Room and Officially Joining SHIELD' fanmix, and it's not based on any particular canon other than the one that lives in my head. Is there a little bit of understated Clint/Natasha there as well? Yes. Yes there is. I will also say that I really really wanted to use a song by Natalia Kills, because that name was made for this mix. Also, The Civil Wars album where I found 'The Girl with the Red Balloon' is called 'Barton Hollow' -- it was FATE.
  • Current Mood: hungry hungry
It's gotten to the point where I almost feel weird if I'm not working on *something,* so I tend to raid kink memes to look for prompts to work on when I get stuck.

...of course, I'm stuck on this current one. Unless I split it into several stories and do a series instead, but it seems terribly ambitious of me, given that I've written maybe three Avengers fics, and with two of them being porn battle fics, I'm not sure if those count. lol.
It doesn't seem to be all that difficult for me to get into Natasha's head. It's everyone else that seems to be my problem. lol. (Dammit, Loki, start making some frickin' sense so I can figure out the middle of this story... hahaha)
Well, I do have *why* he's doing what he's doing in this story, which helps a little. There has to be more twisty Loki-style machinations in it, though. I don't think I'm making it convoluted enough, because right now I think it's actually making sense. For Loki, that must mean I'm doing something wrong. lol.