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Avengers (Clint/Natasha) fanmix - Satisfied But Guilty as Hell







maroon 5 - one more night

Try to tell you "no" but my body keeps on telling you "yes"
Try to tell you "stop", but your lipstick got me so out of breath
I'll be waking up in the morning, probably hating myself
And I'll be waking up, feeling satisfied but guilty as hell.


dido - don't believe in love

Maybe I slept peaceful on your shoulder
Your arm warm around my side
But it's different now
It's morning
And I can't face your smile


daughtry - outta my head

Put my mind to rest and try to sleep it off
It'll be alright when the morning comes
Or am I wrong?


skylar grey - love the way you lie

Now there's gravel in our voices
Glasses shattered from the fight
In this tug of war you always win
Even when i'm right


vertical horizon - back to you

Swimming in your scent and all the words you never meant
But you always knew to leave me wanting more
But don't you look so nice


acceptance - so contagious

Oh you're everything I'm wanting
Come to think of it, I'm aching
On account of my transgression...
Will you welcome this confession?


grace potter - all over you

I watch the rain coming down
Making love to the ground
If only I could be like the rain
I'd cover you again and again


within temptation - shot in the dark

'Cause your soul is on fire, a shot in the dark
What did they aim for when they missed your heart?


adam lambert - better than i know myself

I know it gets hard sometimes
But I could never leave your side
No matter what I say


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Notes: So if the theme of Sugar & Cyanide was "Clint and Natasha have UST and also angst", and the theme of Go On and Shatter was "Clint and Natasha are friends and lovers and also adorable", the theme for this one is "Clint and Natasha have a dysfunctional relationship and also lots of sex". Because, let's face it, any of the above scenarios make me a pretty happy camper.

Credit: Cover textures by yawee @ deviantart

ETA: I was listening to the mix in my car which is where I usually do my plotting, and I decided that if this mix was a fic this would be its synopsis:

Clint and Natasha have UST like whoa and it's getting to the point where it's distracting, so they decide to say 'to hell with it' and just be master assassin partners with benefits. Shockingly, sex does not solve all problems and in fact only leads to more serious feels which they suppress which leads to anger which leads to more dysfunctional sex and it's just a vicious, angry, sexy cycle. Eventually one or both break it off which is sad, but then [insert something traumatic or something] happens and they realize the feels are for reals and [insert an actual ending] and THE END.

Yes, I have thought this out very carefully, why do you ask?
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That is a great mix! I especially love the Skylar Gray version of that song! Hooray for dysfunctional relationship with lots of sex!
I love it too!

Hooray for dysfunctional relationship with lots of sex!

Yes! Of course since it's me there are feels with the sex, of course. Confusing feels, but feels all the same.
*grins* The story I'm working on right now is sort of a fall-out from the not talking about things like you described. Talking about feelings, it appears, is also for children.
despite how dysfunctional they are they will always have each other's backs and that's wonderful.

For sure!

Enjoy!

*admires icon smoochies*